Nymphomaniac am I?

Dare i say this, oh i do. so here is my proclamation, i hear guys get good rapport all the time for going on fucking sprees if you will, and they only to be hi fived and labled experience, getting more promissory stares from cats on the prowl. but a girl if she likes to have some good sex everymore than once awhile shes defiled, labled a whore and just shy of a cruixifix

this so called friend

this friend that i have started hanging out with more by force than choice at first, now by pity, is obbsesive, ill, delussional, and aggravating at best of times. she is 8 years my senior and apparently lacks the ability i have to make friends. she threatens she obbsesses she toys, and none too cunningly. why might you ask do i continue to pollute my social arena with the like of her, 2 reasons. reason number one, she goes to a bar after work, that a guy that i could want to get to know working there, also its like they kinda treat you like family, once you hang out there, you are a part of it. esspecially if you go back every night cause your friend has an obbession and become a regular. reason 2 which i wont ever forget, the second night i went back with her the owner came up to me shook my hand, clapped me on the back and said i am so glad megan finally has a friend. poor woman. i am a woman of only 19 and even i am not that antisocial. i am getting very irrate by her now thiough, and her normmal aggitations bother me superbly now. i am trying to slowly make her unwind or be better at being social, or whatever, before i bail. but to no avail, she is like an old dog too far gone and fucked up. dont get me wrong she has her good moments but they under weigh the bad by far, she lost her sense of self somewhere and seems unable to change, dare i hope that not me in 8 years.

THE BEGINIG AS IT WERE (8-19-09)

to judge me by how i am first percieved would be a self incured limitation. for i am much more than what circumstance has divulged itself before your eyes. i constantly change grow and reestablish my persona to fit my situation, i might be stressed, tired overstimulated, distracted, meandering in thoughtj at my worst yet at my best i am a fun, happy, enthusiastic, outgoing, optimistic, chara

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