First time is a tripp. If done right feels really good. Second time is awkward. Third time is funny and I'm hungry. Fourth time I'm at work waiting for Cay. Make joking promises about luis ha! Fifth day straight daze, worry. Rev grounds me. Rain and lightning, car and static. My past two weeks have gone by in a speedy race, I only have one thing that grounded me, and it was Rev. He saved me from a weed, ever slowly trickleing into my head, hurts to pull it out, headaches. But I want to be sober to experience life. So no more mary for me only occasionally and not for another good while.
God I'm so anxious, you know that feeling you get on xmas morning as a young kid with presents all wrapped before your eyes? Well Rev is doing that to me right now he is a present and I don't know if I get him, I sure hope I get another chance.
Revald and Tori, has a ring to it, kinda.
VictoRiA
ReVAld
VVRRAA
Idk what that spells. But I am so obbessed with learning the answer to the epic question that I have blundered over it. I am oblivious!! Owh my head.
RECOVERY PROCESS HURTS MY HEAD!! RAWR!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO SLEEP!
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